2007-07-03 [bronze dragon]: I guess so but the rain can be nice *lays down and relaxes*

2007-07-03 [Empty~Soul]: *nods* it is relaxing

2007-07-03 [shadows of life]: *sit in the porch*

2007-07-03 [Empty~Soul]: *dances to an old song in the rain*

2007-07-03 [shadows of life]: having fun

2007-07-03 [Empty~Soul]: *nods*

2007-07-03 [bronze dragon]: thats good

2007-07-03 [Luna Armonial]: *smiles, looks up at the sky* Hello kiki...

2007-07-03 [shadows of life]: yea

2007-07-03 [Empty~Soul]: *waves* hello luna

2007-07-03 [Luna Armonial]: *smiles weakly, continues staring at the sky*

2007-07-03 [bronze dragon]: *takes out a stone sets it before me and starts to meditate*

2007-07-03 [Empty~Soul]: *sits down*

2007-07-03 [Luna Armonial]: *sighs softly, walks off*

2007-07-03 [Empty~Soul]: *sits in confusion*

2007-07-05 [Empty~Soul]: *sighs and plays extraordinary girl by greenday*

2007-07-05 [Luna Armonial]: *sits outside in a nearby tree*

2007-07-05 [bronze dragon]: *sits down next to you* you ok?

2007-07-05 [Luna Armonial]: *jumps out of the tree & stares off*

2007-07-06 [bronze dragon]: how is every one here?

2007-07-06 [Luna Armonial]: Alright i suppose & yourself ?

2007-07-06 [bronze dragon]: iam good

2007-07-06 [Luna Armonial]: That's good to hear...

2007-07-06 [bronze dragon]: yea it is

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: *lays in her couch and starts to cry*

2007-07-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: whats wrong ..*sits next to you and strokes your hair*

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: I would say something... but I know I'll make it worse... like I always do... *walks away with his head bowed*

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: he...he dont want to be with me *cries*

2007-07-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..*drags will back*..no you two pelase....*sits down still holding on to wills arm*...grabs kikis arm...stay..whats gong on

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *pulls away* I'll make it worse Alice...

2007-07-06 [danielle. get low]: *sits on kiki* =[

2007-07-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..*sits down looks like i made it wrose anyway*

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: No you didn't... I did... as normal... ^{just a worthless bastard...} *hides in a corner*

2007-07-06 [danielle. get low]: *looks at kiki with puppy eyes* i love you so much

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: *cries*

2007-07-06 [danielle. get low]: * makes her smile by pushing her lips up* =]?

2007-07-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: dont say that will if you worthless then why would i lveo you as a bother?

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: *sniffles* i love you to dd

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: I am worthless....... *hides in the darkness* And I hate myself even more now

2007-07-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: and im not allowed to say those things about me,if you were wrthless why would i care about you..why?..you mean so much to me..*storms out of wiki*...if anyone is worthless its me

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Look... that's proof I just fucked up again... forth time today good even for me

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: *sniffles*

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *whispers* I'm sorry........

2007-07-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: sorry..*walks in wiki*..nne of my friends are worthless..

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: *looks around for something*

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Now you know how I feel when you say it

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: *finds it and sits down playing with it*

2007-07-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: i know,im sorry..*hugs hard*

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *looks at Kiki and looks down*

2007-07-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: *walks to kki and continues stronking your hair adn humming lilium*

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: *closes my eyes amd mumbles* why does no one want me

2007-07-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: *cuddles you close*...

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: *lays my head on your shoulder*

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *hides in the dark*

2007-07-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..*looks at will and smiles getnly continuing to comfort kiki*

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: *gets up and runs to bathroom and throws up*

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *punches self*

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: *walks back and smacks you across the face* do it again i dare you

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *looks up and raises fist to punch self again*

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: *grabs a knife and holds it to me arm*

2007-07-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..*grabs wills fist*.NO..*punches self accross face*..DON'T YOU DARE.

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *lowers fist* If I don't neither can you.

2007-07-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: okay..*lets go of your fist*..

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: *throws the knife down and walks away*

2007-07-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: *grabs knife off kki and throws it*..DON"T YOU DARE!!..*sits on floor*..

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Good... neither can you Ashley.

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: *stops and turns to you* you used my name.....

2007-07-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: ...*looks down*..please..dont fight..please...starts to cry*

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Yes, I did.

2007-07-06 [shadows of life]: *walks in*

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: now that you tell me you dont want me no more you use me name!!!

2007-07-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: *looks from side to side*...*and shakes head*

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: What? No, I just used it because I knew it would stop you walking away!

2007-07-06 [shadows of life]: *take a seat*

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: *looks away*

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *sighs*

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: i loved you will i truely did every day i didnt get to talk to you was like hell

2007-07-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..*walks into a dark corner*

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: And I did as well... trust me I did.........

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: i dont believe you anymore

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: I don't blame you.... but I did

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: how can turning bi change a persons felling??? huh explain me that cause i know that it didnt change mine when i turned

2007-07-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..lay off him..*looks dwon*...sorry..*hold your hand and squeezes*

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: *growls lightly* fine i'll lay off i'll leave *walks off*

2007-07-06 [shadows of life]: *looks at him*

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: I don't know ask my fucktard of a brain. Sue me... I changed... I didn't want to that's why I delayed telling you hoping it wasn't true.... damn I deserve everything that comes to me.... I need more EST

2007-07-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..you don't..*runs after kiki*..sorry...

2007-07-06 [shadows of life]: *Walks off*

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: I do... I deserve more EST

2007-07-06 [Empty~Soul]: *sits out side*

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *walks away thinking about EST*

2007-07-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: ...*sits down in the middle of know were*...

2007-07-06 [Luna Armonial]: *looks at Kiki, crouches down in front of her* For some who turn bi they do intend to go more in the other direction then towards the opposite sex...I'm sorry i'm probably not helping much...*hugs* I wish i could help but i wouldn't know where to start....*takes a locket off my neck & hands it to Kiki then walks off slowly*

2007-07-06 [bronze dragon]: *hugs kiki*

2007-07-06 [Luna Armonial]: *sits in a dark corner & relxes slightly thinking*

2007-07-09 [Empty~Soul]: *looks at the locket* thanks luna

2007-07-09 [Luna Armonial]: *smiles, walks out of darkness as a white tiger purs softly then brushes against your leg*

2007-07-09 [Empty~Soul]: *smiles alittle and ets you*

2007-07-09 [The Incredible Bulk]: .*attempts to catch lunas quietly*

2007-07-09 [Empty~Soul]: *laughs* not gonna work alice

2007-07-09 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..*pounces adn misses*..damn it

2007-07-09 [Luna Armonial]: *laughs, turns & nuzzles alice* Well sadly i must be off for now but i might be back later on today or sometime tonight hopefully talk to you all then...*nuzzles all & runs out*

2007-07-09 [The Incredible Bulk]: byebye

2007-07-09 [Empty~Soul]: bye luna

2007-07-09 [Empty~Soul]: *sits on my couch and listens to broken by seether and amy lee*

2007-07-09 [The Incredible Bulk]: *..walks in*..sorry luna..*sits down wipes eyes*

2007-07-09 [Empty~Soul]: *huggles alice* why are you so scared

2007-07-09 [The Incredible Bulk]: something going on what i told you about,...just worrid if he goes after me as he knows where i live who i am and everything about me

2007-07-09 [Empty~Soul]: why would he?

2007-07-09 [The Incredible Bulk]: i dunno why did my uncle..*smacks self accross face*....sorry

2007-07-09 [Empty~Soul]: *grabs your hands* stop hitting yourself!

2007-07-09 [The Incredible Bulk]: its what i deserve..shit my eyes haev gone green again..*closes eyes*

2007-07-09 [Empty~Soul]: no you dont damnit

2007-07-09 [The Incredible Bulk]: *nods*..srry kiki i just dunno whast going on at the minute

2007-07-09 [Empty~Soul]: neither do i...no one does all we can do is live life in hopes we dont die before our time

2007-07-09 [The Incredible Bulk]: i know,i know that it can be hard..but whast the point.

2007-07-09 [Empty~Soul]: i dont even know the answer to that

2007-07-09 [Luna Armonial]: *walks in & sits out in the rain* The point is to prove that you are strong enough to fight & stand there as if nothing is wrong though your world may be crumbling at your finger tips...It's hard that much is true but you can't give up now you've already made it this far...

2007-07-09 [Empty~Soul]: *looks down*

2007-07-09 [Luna Armonial]: *looks up at Kiki, whimpers lightly*

2007-07-09 [Empty~Soul]: *looks at luna*

2007-07-09 [Luna Armonial]: *walks on kiki's porch & shakes out my fur*

2007-07-09 [Empty~Soul]: *coughs*

2007-07-09 [Luna Armonial]: *looks at you & whimpers slightly*

2007-07-09 [Empty~Soul]: *fakes a smiles* im ok

2007-07-09 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..*walks in apartment*..hello

2007-07-09 [Empty~Soul]: hey alice

2007-07-09 [The Incredible Bulk]: *shakes head to get dry*..how are you?

2007-07-09 [Empty~Soul]: *shrugs* i dont know anymore

2007-07-09 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..whats wrong?

2007-07-09 [Empty~Soul]: everything

2007-07-09 [The Incredible Bulk]: PM me okay,please..*strokes your hair*

2007-07-09 [Empty~Soul]: *nods*

2007-07-09 [Luna Armonial]: *nuzzles Kiki's hand* I'm here if you need me...*curls up in a corner on the porch* Hello Alice...

2007-07-09 [The Incredible Bulk]: heya kiki,how are you

2007-07-09 [bronze dragon]: hey kiki how are you doing?

2007-07-09 [Luna Armonial]: *curls up in darkness*

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: hi im good just alitle out of it cause i had a strang dream that delt with an ex

2007-07-16 [The Incredible Bulk]: .*sits down adn looks up*

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: *sits down*

2007-07-16 [The Incredible Bulk]: *sits on kiki*

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: *smiles alittle* alice do you ever have a dream where you and your ex had sex then he protects you from someone?

2007-07-16 [The Incredible Bulk]: *shakes head*..nope..never

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: hmm *looks down alittle and thinks* why did i

2007-07-16 [The Incredible Bulk]: dreams can eman many things..soemtimes they mean nothing at all

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: true but me and anton never have sex we barely even kissed now all of a sudden in my dreams we are having sex and he's protecting me in a war that some dude started cause i wouldnt marry him

2007-07-16 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..what an odd dream...

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: *nods*

2007-07-16 [The Incredible Bulk]: i dreamt about white wings opening up out of a sea of blood ^^

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: that would be pretty

2007-07-16 [The Incredible Bulk]: ive doen an acrylic of it at 3am last night...^^

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: lol cool take a pic or it and post it i wanna see it

2007-07-16 [The Incredible Bulk]: i will do...sometime ^^

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: yay!

2007-07-16 [The Incredible Bulk]: *tigs adn runs adn hides under your bed*

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: *laughs*

2007-07-16 [Luna Armonial]: *curls up outsides in darkness* Hello Kiki...Long time no see.

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: *waves* hello luna

2007-07-16 [Luna Armonial]: How have you been Kiki ?

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: better

2007-07-16 [Luna Armonial]: That's good...

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: *nods*

2007-07-16 [Luna Armonial]: *curls up in a ball & relaxes*

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: *sits on couch and sighs*

2007-07-16 [Luna Armonial]: *looks up* You ok Kiki ?

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: *shakes head*

2007-07-16 [Luna Armonial]: PM ?

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: sure

2007-07-16 [Luna Armonial]: Ok...

2007-07-16 [bronze dragon]: *hugs kiki*

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: *hugs back* hi!

2007-07-16 [bronze dragon]: how are you doing?

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: better

2007-07-16 [bronze dragon]: thats good *smiles*

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: *smiles*

2007-07-16 [bronze dragon]: *sits down and relaxes*

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: *stretches*

2007-07-16 [Luna Armonial]: *pounces matt & kiki* Hello ^_^

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: *falls* hi luna* laughs*

2007-07-16 [bronze dragon]: *catches luna and spins around*

2007-07-16 [Luna Armonial]: *squirms around* Hey hey now, that's not fair...*laughs, nips matt's hand then looks down & whimpers* I ish afraid of heights...*closes eyes*

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: *laughs* he's not that tall luna

2007-07-16 [Luna Armonial]: *looks up at kiki* When your a wolf pup everyone's taller then you...

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: *smiles* very true

check your pm the "whisper" from bored is there its on a reply from what we were talking about earlier

2007-07-16 [Luna Armonial]: *nods understandingly, jumps out of matt's grip then runs off to pm's*

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: *sits on couch*

2007-07-16 [Luna Armonial]: *runs back, sits down then barks*

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: *smiles and picks her up*

2007-07-16 [Luna Armonial]: *licks your cheek* No be sad be happy...*puppy eyes* (o.o)

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: *smiles* i am happy

2007-07-16 [Luna Armonial]: That's good...

2007-07-16 [bronze dragon]: *sits down*

2007-07-16 [Luna Armonial]: *pounces matt* Haha...I win ^_^

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: *smiles*

2007-07-16 [bronze dragon]: *rolls around with luna and ends up on top of her* no I win

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: o.o aww now im jelious

2007-07-16 [bronze dragon]: *gets up and kisses kiki's cheek and holds her tightly*

2007-07-16 [Luna Armonial]: o.o *scampers away & runs up to kiki, barks* Help...help...help...*stays in shock*

2007-07-16 [Empty~Soul]: *giggles and blushes*

*picks up luna* i protect ya

2007-07-16 [bronze dragon]: *wraps my arms around kiki and luna and holds you both*